I am tired!

that is always sad with children.
i hope you're doing better.

philgorp, on 08 November 2010 - 12:42 PM, said:

alot of kids it seems have to go through it, i just never imagine seeing so many kids havent to go through it though you know.

I am not happy i am angry very angry, i dont like having someone tell me what to do and being very demanding about it *and the worst part* I didnt even get a chance to think about it you know, thats the mess up part about it, so I told him no. I will not here the end of it though. I am ready to do it though, its not like I was going to go through with it, a person *well I need a chance to think things over you know* its not fair to have someone push you to the point where u wanna kick there ass.

I know I need to do it, and I am willing to do it, but its nice to get a chance to think about it, before someone demands you to do it, and so soon. I didnt expect it either. They will wait on my answer next week, and I will do it. I decided to do it. Just it would be nice to give a person a chance to think about it, because it will ultimately affect me for a long time coming. Its not like I didnt know I knew it was going to come down to this though.
Well until later hi phil

i am tired and zooted bangs head*
i will probably say no and thats that, i know i shouldnt say no. *i will think about it*

i will feel bad but still.
so maybe it will be yes, after all uhh

I am like duh right now hehe *in a good way tho* i feel high lmfao
best feeling in the world getting high off mah self